Wednesday, June 13, 2012

A poem by 胡適

Here's a poem by  胡適 which I first read when I was in the first year of senior high school (~10th grade).  I have always remember it but never could find it.  Somehow with the help of Google search I managed to finally rediscovered it today from here :



往日歸来,才望見竹竿尖,才望見吾村,便心頭亂跳,  

遥知前面,老母望我,含淚相迎。

來了?好呀?”—— 更無别話,説盡心頭歡喜悲酸無限情,

偷回首,揩乾淚眼,招呼茶飯,款待歸人。

今朝——依舊竹竿尖,依舊溪——只少了我的心頭狂跳——

何消説一世的深恩未報!   

何消説十年來的家庭夢想,   

都雲散烟銷!

只今日到家時,更何處能尋她那一聲   

好呀,來了!


For obvious reason I feel much more deeply about this poetry, I have to save keep it on this blog for now that I have found it!  This is not, as far as I can surmise, one of the most famous works of 胡適.  I have yet to see any one else mention or comment on this poem -- other than what I remembered reading it in my 10th grade text book in Chinese literature 62 years ago.  But it always hangs around in my mind, or in my heart, especially in those last years of my parents' life.  My Mom never say好呀,來了!”I don't really recall what was Mom's first greeting except we always had a hearty hug. But my Dad always greets me with a very pleasantly surprised question "Aeeeh How did you get back?" indicating that he was truly surprised and happy to see me.  Re-read this poem again the two lines give me more sentimental feelings now than when I was in 10th grade are:


—— 更無别話,説盡心頭歡喜悲酸無限情,

偷回首,揩乾淚眼,招呼茶飯,款待歸人。

I don't think there's a better expression than "説盡心頭歡喜悲酸無限情".  I guess there's one thing Hu and I have in common is that we both are the only son of our mother.  My Mom tended to express her emotion more directly, but I can always sense and echo that  "歡喜悲酸無限情" in my Mom's heart.  I don't think I'll ever be able to sufficiently put in words of the feeling over the years since Mom passed away.  For now, this Hu's poem can be a substitute for me.  I am really happy and thank the Holy Spirit for helping me finding it on the internet. Deo Gratias!





Thursday, October 20, 2011

Remembering David, my classmate and best friend

A month ago, David Yen, my best friend since the spring of 1953, lost his valiant battle against the Parkinson disease he's been fighting over the last decade, our class of NTU CE56 lost another classmates, I lost a lifelong close friend.


David was nicknamed "fellow", as we all used to call him in college. That nickname was actually given to him by the Civil Engineering class that entered TaiDa one year before us -- for his being tall and hence they started calling him "fellow" for Longfellow, and we just carried on. David's freshman year was interrupted by a Pneumonia that sidelined him so long that he had to withdraw and then resumed his college career with our class. At the beginning of our second semester of our freshman year, around the spring of 1953, we promptly noticed him as a new comer to our class -- a tall and handsome guy quietly sat in the back of the classroom. I walked over to chat with him and we had become friend from that moment on. Through David, I got to meet his roommate Michael Hsu who later also transferred to our Civil Engineering Department from Mathematics. David, Michael, and I are all Catholic converts and that mutual faith has kept us close in college and ever since. We were active at Father Michael Chu's Sodality group during the years between our graduation and our successive coming to U. S. to pursue graduate studies.
The time period of 1963-1965 was a particularly memorable one for us and for me personally as David, Michael, and I were reunited in New York City. Michael was the first who had been working in New York City, David then came to Courant Institute of NYU to pursue the Ph.D. degree. And after an unsuccessful doctorate stunt at Cornell, I also found my way to New York City and jump-started my working career. We got together often just like when we were in Taipei. Time was also ripened as first Michael and then David to get married successively in 1964. My own wedding was scheduled in January, 1965. Those were the days of prohibitive international travel cost and excessive regulation paper works, few can generally expect or afford to bring family members over from Taiwan for weddings. So at my wedding, Michael represented my parents and David was the one that walked the bride down the aisle and handed her hands to me. One other of our CE56 classmates, James Ko, was kindly agreed to travel to NYC all the way from North Carolina on his own to be my Best Man. That was the time period we all, one by one, left our bachelorhood behind and embarked on the next phase of life.

Shortly afterward we slowly scattered away from New York City. I got a job to come to Detroit to join U.S. Army Corps of Engineers to do research on wind waves in the Great Lakes. Then David also came to Michigan upon receiving his Courant Institute Ph.D. to become a faculty member at Michigan State University, his Alma Mater of M.S. degree. Michael later also completed his Ph.D. study at City College of N.Y. and moved to West Coast. The following years we were all preoccupied at building careers and raising families. David and I are both in Michigan, but with 70 miles apart between Detroit and East Lansing, we didn't see each other much especially after children arrived. We got together a few times only when Father Chu came to visit us. I remembered once Father Chu celebrated a Mass in David’s living room. Michael once came to Detroit for business. When I resumed part-time doctoral study at University of Michigan, David once came down to Ann Arbor to attend a seminar given by a Cal Tech professor and we were able to have a brief reunion that day and spent some time together at the popular local hangout, the Browns Jug restaurant, on Michigan's central campus. My vivid memory also goes back to a dozen years before that day when I was still at Cornell, David and one of his Michigan Sate friends once drove all the way to Ithaca to visit me. That was the first time we got together in U.S. since we both left Taiwan. I accommodated him in the tiny living room of the small apartment I shared with some one, on a small sofa with two chair as extensions that can only support a part of his long body frame. But no worries, we sat there talked and talked all night, the two of us, hardly bothered to have any sleep at all.

David had a long and distinguished academic career at Michigan State. I was a little disappointed to notice that Michigan State did not preserve his web page for him as a Professor Emeritus. But I found out that many of his prominent publications can be readily downloaded from the Internet through Google search (with "David H.Y. Yen"), including at least two papers that David co-authored with our classmate Sing C. Tang. Sing was the one that first broke the news of David's passing to us. According to the Mathematics Genealogy Project of the American Mathematical Society, David had directed 11 Ph.D. students. That's a remarkable as well as admirable record. Somehow the Mathematic Genealogy Project did not seem to know that David was a doctoral student of Joseph B. Keller at NYU Courant Institute. Joe Keller, who later moved to Stanford, was one of the original members when Richard Courant first established the Applied Mathematics Institute that later bears his name.
I have no doubt that David is a great professor welcomed by students. I know that because I was just about the first informal college student he taught! Back to the second semester of our freshman year, while preparing for our sophomore year many had started getting a slide rule and so did I -- even though I did not even know how to use it at the time. David casually used a simple explanation that immediately opened my mind and became a slide rule user. When I first went to New York City, I know nothing about baseball. That was still the later stage of New York Yankee’s baseball domination. David patiently taught me all about baseball – so that I can go watching the baseball games with him on his television set in his apartment on the weekends. As he went to school in Michigan and became a Detroit Tigers fan there. Michael studied in Minnesota and naturally a Twins fan. Being in New York I was duly became a Yankee fan. To this day, now it’s 2011 World Series time again, every time when I watched a baseball game on TV, hearing those baseball jargons, I can still hearing David's voice in my mind patiently explaining those baseball terms to me.
In addition to be an accomplished professor of mathematics and mechanics, I am not sure that everyone knew that David is also a poet at heart. Back in the early 1950's, when we were still in our late adolescent stage, we both had tried our hands at writing poetry in modern Chinese and send to newspapers. I tried a few times, never succeeded, all were returned by the editor. But David did have at least one got accepted and gloriously published in the literary page of the Central Daily News. He used a pen name of . I am sure if one can go back looking through Central Daily News' archives of 1953, that poem should still be there. I don't remember the details now, but I do remember that was a beautiful poem that had my full admiration as I had never able to emulate. By the way, David picked the name "David" for himself after he read the whole massive novel "David Copperfield" by Charles Dickens in high school.
I remember there's a quote that says "True friend will leave footprints in your heart!" Indeed, David had definitely left a plenitude of footprints in my heart!
Finally if I may, I would like to show off this circa 1958 picture as how I'm remembering David from once upon a time when we were both young:





When we were beautifully young, they say that’s just an act of nature.
Then we turned old age, still beautifully, some think it’s a work of art.
Yes, it's all an art of God!
Saying farewell is hard as you have now departed.
Cherishing a lifelong friendship and thankful for the beautiful memories - -
Until we meet again, yes we most certainly will!
Over the life everlasting ever shall be!

I wish to express my wholehearted condolences to Lorraine, Alex, Earl, and Sarah. David is now in a much better place with no more physical suffering and reunited with his loving parents and old friends. I am certain he will get together with Father Chu and our CE56 classmate Father Richard Wang (Wang Ching-Hung) and they will jointly continue to pray for us here on earth.

David, rest in peace and pray for us!

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

A new beginning!

I have thought of the title "From here to ever shall be!" for some time now. I just decided to start by tried it out to record my daily musings. I have no idea where it will lead me to. I am not sure how far I can keep it up. There is no rule, guideline or boundary to worry about. Anything goes. It is just between me and myself. So let's start from here to ever shall be!

[In case it is not immediately obvious, here's where "ever shall be" comes from:
Glory be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit. As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end. Amen
]